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Thursday, June 14, 2007

200 quotes and I'm not sure how many pictures but it's a lot.

Never let go of someone that loves you for someone that doesn't- you cannot make someone love you, but you can learn to love someone.

I'm a slut cause I'll wear shorts and a tanktop
I'm anorexic cause I eat as much as I want and don't gain weight
I'm a bitch cause I don't let you push me around
I'm a liar cause I won't tell you everything
I'm stupid cause sometimes I'm
wrong
I'm ugly cause my face isn't perfect
I'm a whore cause I like boys
I'm annoying cause I'm not chill
enough
I'm a loser cause I'm not friends with your group
I use people cause I do what's best for me
I'm fake cause most of the time I'm happy
I'm weird cause I'm not like you
I'm controlling cause I get mad sometimes
I'm clingy cause I like to be around people

I'm greedy cause I like to be satisfied
I'm neive cause I'm younger than you
I'm conceited cause I'm proud of
who I am
I'm rude cause my manners aren't
perfect
I'm unnapreciative cause I
don't praise you
Don't try to tell me who I am cause I already know.

You see that girl? Yeah her. She seems so invincible, right. but just touch her and she'll wince. She has secrets and trusts no-one. She's the perfect example of betrayal. 'Cause everyone that she ever trusted, broke her.

Don't ever forget the songs that made you cry or the ones that saved your life.

You think its hard to fall in love? Try falling out.

____by_pepilien

Every song has a memory, every song had the ability to make or break your heart.

It's days like these that I think of you. I can still picture your perfect smile. The dull ache in my heart hasn't gone away and I still can remember how it felt when we touched.

Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you woke up you didn't know what to believe? what would you do if what you thought was true wasn't? And what you thought wasn't true, was. Would you return to your dreams in hope of finding a more perfect reality? Sometimes life is stranger than a dream. And the only way to wake up is to find what's hidden in yourself. And you can only hope in those moments of dark reflection, that you are not alone.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. But, the love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. and that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

And now we hardly talk, but you had so much to say those nights where there was skin on skin and I could feel your pulse. Considering I thought it meant a little more than this, I guess it's mostly you I'm starting to miss.

_follow_me__by_Foozma73

you know how sometimes like when someone dies your sad and it's okay to be sad but then there are other times when your supposed to be happy but your sad anyway and that's even worse than the times when your allowed to be sad.

Hatred is found in the girl sitting next to you who just told you she liked your hair.

Don't be polite, just be real. I want to know how you feel, I want to find out who you are.

I want you to be like my parrot, when I say I love you you copy what I say.

Don't waste your time with people who don't make you feel alive.

_Odea__by_soleildenuit

courage doesn't always roar. sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "i will try again tomorrow."

Don't waste your time with people who don't make you feel alive.

He liked sports, she liked dance. he liked beer, she liked diet coke. He wore wal-mart, she wore designer labels. His friends said 'not a chance,' Her friends said 'no way'. When the rest of the world turned their backs on them, they turned to each other.

Sometimes I wonder if I should love him for what he was, hate him for what he did, or cry because he changed me.

Love is not about "It's your fault," but "I'm sorry."
Not "Where are you," but "I'm right here for you."
Not "how could you," but "I understand."
Not "I wish you were," but "I'm thankful you are.

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But lately I've been seeing it differently. Now I think it's about finding that one thing you really care about, that one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find him, you fight for him. You risk it all, you put him in front of everything, your life, all of it. And maybe the stuff you do to help him isn't so clean. You know what? It doesn't matter, because in your heart you know that the juice is worth the squeeze.

I really missed you tonight. I miss talking to you knowing that you get me. And every time I talk to someone else. It just reminds me of how much they don't.

Think about it-- you always see people looking sad or lonely, hood over their head you almost never see someone skipping down the sidewalk and singing, hand in hand with the person that made them that way.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path? Will others tell you who you are or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up..

Faith means nothing without obedience, and words don't matter if action doesn't follow.

Aqua_Veneta_by_nxxos

It's always been you. And however much I lie to myself, I'll still always know the truth. You were meant for me.

The woman came out of mans ribs, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal, under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved.

if you really love somebody, you always love them, don't you? Isn't there always some small part of you that still reads their horoscope in the newspaper everyday?

It's just so hard loving someone from a distance. Because no matter how far you reach, no matter how many tears you cry, miles you walk, and tantrums you throw, they won't be physically near you. And it's so hard to grasp that, but it's after the frustrations pass, you realize that you would rather hold their heart from miles away than sit at home wrapped in the arms of one you know you'll never love

he says that he didn't plan to fall in love with her, but maybe love isn't something you can plan.

Boo__ya_Moon_by_tragicmistress

I don't like being this weak. Feeling this vulnerable. Crying tears that don't need to be shed. Letting you have complete and utter control over me. But I can't help it. I'm just in love with you."

I think sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you're going, and just enjoy where and who you are now.

There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you. Like how much you love someone; it's nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. And there are those lessons that you can only learn through the beating of your heart and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. Then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths, and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go. No, it's never the embracing or the kisses, not the laughter or the tears, only time.

Whatever comes our way, whatever battle is raging inside us, we always have a choice. It's the choices that make us what we are, and we can always choose to do the right thing.
- Spiderman 3

One day you're jumping in puddles and the next thing you know, 30 years have passed and you're telling your kids to walk around them. Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.

carnival_ride_in_the_sky_by_pinay_artist

That night we talked; we talked about life,about our times together. Maybe we aren't the same two kids we once were, but some things never change. Some things last, and even though I didn't know what was going to happen to us or where we were going I just knew I couldn't let you out of my life.

Because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone, no matter how many people are around.
-Scrubs

Everyone has a love that they can't forget. For me, it was him. I wasn't going to sit there and quote poetry, or even doodle his name in hearts on all my papers. I simply accepted that things could not be and moved on. But there is always a constant wonder in the back of my mind that wonders if he ever thinks of me like I think of him.

Every girl should have one old love she can imgaine going back to, and one who reminds her how far she has come. Every girl should have a past juicy enough that she`s looking forward to retelling it to her grandkids. Every girl should know when to try harder, and when to walk away.

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy . Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy . Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is . Appreciating small victories . Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human . Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know . And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know . At the end of the day , the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate .

Diana_by_zemotion

For some people, they find their identity in high school. They find the clique they belong in and and they find something they never had. For others, it's different. They lose their friends and don't know who they are anymore. High school becomes the most dreaded and painful years of their lives. I guess you can look at it both ways, where you make new friends, but can't exactly keep the old ones.

Stay true to yourself, because there are very few people who will stay true to you.

Don't believe that old cliche` that good things come to those who wait. I think good things come to those who want something so bad, they can't sit still.
-Ashton Kutcher

Until you're broken, you don't know what you're made of.

Love; an attempt to change a piece of the dream world into reality.

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I'm not saying girls are perfect, cause we all know thats not true. But why be unfaithful to her if she's always been true to you?
- Tupac

We had something real, something good. What we had was something no one else could imagine. But that love has seen its last day, and we've gone our separate ways. But I know it's alright deep down inside, because the memories are something no one will ever be able to replace.

I'm leaving because you never asked me to stay.

If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down, but the staying down.

there was one single moment tonight,where I looked up, your eyes captured my soul, and I fell in love with you all over again.

Ferris_Wheel_by_GirlandtheSky

I'm happy now. I'm not holding on to false hope that we'll be together again. I'm not fooling myself anymore. And it just feels so good that I can tell myself the truth. I've never needed you. In fact, I'm better off.

There's something liberating about not pretending. Dare to embarrass yourself.

All of a sudden I see that some people make the world special just by being in it. It was then I saw absolute beauty in wishing upon a star. things of this sort do occur. let the wind tangle my hair, I am finally free.

I'm just a simple girl looking for memories to cherish, friends to laugh away the pain with, and a boy to fall in love with.

When you grow up, falling in love becomes more about finding someone whose strengths match your weaknesses. Who you can spend Sunday evenings with, who you don't mind lying next to every night.

First_snow_by_zemotion

every one of our attempted conversations ends with me in your arms, our lips pressed together. Every one of our attempts at being friendly ends with us realizing that we can't be "just friends."

Sometimes romance confuses a friendship.

I looked out the car window today and I'm realizing that I miss you again, it's funny how out of nowhere you came to mind, the truth is...I still wish you were here.

It's an amazing thing, you know, to have your best friend and the boy you're crazy about all wrapped up in one incredible package.

As you look back on all the memories, it makes you start to cry. You realize you may never see these people again.

First_Love_by_imogene

I felt every ounce of me screaming out, but the sound was trapped deep in me.

I do understand the impulse.
The impulse to put your hand out and
want someone to be there at the end of your
reach. To want someone to be close to.
To want to kiss or touch even if it's wrong.
The point is you can't control these feelings.
even if they're wrong, they are still there.
They're always there.

Giving up isn't going to fix anything. I'm not saying it's going to be easy. It could be the hardest thing you've done, but I could be worth it. I promise I can be worth it.

All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think, we become.

Make your own assumptions on life, just don't make any for mine.

Flow_by_larafairie

It's that feeling when you honestly believed you've found the one that's the cure to all your sadness. The one person that makes you feel true happiness. And then you realize that it was all fake. As much as you try to hate this someone for all the right reasons, you begin to love them for the way they make you vulnerable.

Be a possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see the possibilities, always see them, for they are always there.
-Norman Vince Peale

In my lifetime I've come to realize that you can't depend upon other people for what you want and you can't be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.

when you stop fighting, you stop living. we all need that thing that`s worth fighting for. maybe its a certain someone or a special place, or maybe just an idea. so find your fight and fight like hell until your battle is won.

her life is a action movie - she does all her own stunts, nails all her lines..but yet, she can never seem to get that perfect movie kiss

Hanna_I_by_zemotion

I guess everyone has their reasons for keeping people away, an instinct to protect yourself from getting hurt. It's a part of human nature.

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives... for better or worse.

One too many mistakes and look where you lead her. You watch her walking away, her back becoming less clear those seconds seemed like years, and boom she was gone.. Only when her shadow disappeared, you realized you were wrong.

Don't waste your time asking why such an amazing thing could happen to you, just let it happen. Don't doubt that you could be loved, just let yourself be loved. If you don't believe you're worthy of anyone's time, then you won't be. Take yourself seriously and others will too. 'Why' is a wasteful question. Why? Cause that's the way it's supposed to be. That's the only answer you can have. Accept it.

I opened like a locket, "If you're ever cold," he wrote," there's warmth inside me, I'm the pocket of an old winter coat." But where I used to say, "I need you." Now it says, "I don't."

Happiness_in_a_Raindrop_by_homigl14

Once you've loved someone, even being friends is better than ordinary. It's still kinda magical, like magical friendship. It's deeper than regular friendship, but it's great. It's a friendship you can depend on, like a lifelong love.

Our world exists in negatives. Without death there is no life. Without pain you cannot experience happiness. And without hate, love could not survive.

I don't believe that makeup and the right hairstyle alone can make a woman beautiful.
The most radiant woman in the room is the one full of life and experience.

If you fill your heart with hope, there won't be any room for hurt.

My heart's complete. That doesn't mean I have a boyfriend, it just means that I don't need a guy to complete my heart and myself. Forget that half-hearted crap. If I had half a heart, waiting for the other half, I'd be dead. I'm one and a whole. Nothing will ever change that.

he_was_right_by_hotburrito2

I sat in the forest and felt the rain dampen my skin, like a second skin. I could feel the droplets run down into my eyes, and I remembered you, and I cried.

I know there could never have been another. I knew it then and I know it now.

We're turning circles, baby. We're never satisfied. We fall from grace, forget we can fly, but through all the tears we cry, we survive. Because when we're torn apart, shattered and scared, love has the grace to save us. We're just two tarnished hearts, but in each other's arms we become saints and angels.

Do you know what girls want? We want real conversations and real love. We want cute dates together, nothing expensive, the truth is we only want to be with you. We want to hold hands and lie beneath the stars. We want to be able to say something stupid and not worry about it. We want a guy that will love us for nothing but being plain and simple.

When you sleep, where do your fingers go? Do they tremble on the edge of the bed, or do you fold them neatly by your head? Do they clench like claws against your skin when you're living your day all over again?

im_letting_go_by_kassieadelaide

Sometimes, we expect too much. The key is to just expect nothing. That one time when you're not all caught up in thinking about what you want to happen, it will.

The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, so will love be perfected in pain.

At that moment, I couldn't really tell whether I was falling in love with him all over again, or if I had ever really fallen out of it.

As far as I'm concerned, you're just another picture to burn.

It's possible to forget how alive we really are. We can become dry and tired, just existing instead of really living. We need to remind ourselves of the juice of life, and make that a habit. Find those places inside that jump for joy, and do things that bring out your best, most magic self.

Kiholo_Beach_Sunset_by_wafox

being together is more than just physical. it's about understanding the other person. being there for them, talking for hours, making each other's dreams come true, being in love and not needing anything to keep it worth while.

It's more that I'm afraid of time, and not having enough of it. Time to figure out who I'm supposed to be, to find my place in this world before I have to leave it. I'm afraid of what I'll miss.

I'm feeling you pull away cause letting go isn't easy for me but you'll never fly with someone else's wings, I know wherever you go take your sweet, sweet time I'll be here, when you change your mind.

You always deserve to be the most important person in somebody's life.

I feel like people should come with a disclaimer.. "Please be careful if you chose to fall in love with me, because after things end, you will never ever, ever, ever be able to get rid of the memories."

Los_Americas_by_Roksolana

A person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they seem, as bad or as good, as vulnerable or as strong, as sweet or as feisty. We are thickly layered, page lying upon page, behind simple covers. And love; it's not the book itself, but the binding. It can rip us apart or hold us together.

I've been thinking about how life used to be. I've also thought of how you've turned my whole world upside down. At first, things only seemed to be getting easier. But as time grew, and our love grew, it really seemed to be just another terrible mistake one after another. You're just like the others.

All of a sudden I see that some people make the world special just by being in it. It was then I saw absolute beauty in wishing upon a star. Things of this sort do occur. Let the wind tangle my hair, I am finally free.

Stop being afraid of what could go wrong, and think of what could go right.

Lost love is still love.
It takes a different form, that's all.
You can't see their smile
or bring them food or tousle their hair
or move them around a dance floor,
but when those senses weaken,
another heightens; memory.
Memory becomes your partner.
You nurture it, you hold it, you dance with it.

los_crizatos_by_OitaMuov

I'm over. And done with it. Nothing you say can change my mind. I'm ready to break free from this spell you cast me under. The one where you were all I could possibly see and need and ever want. Nothing you say can stop me.

You shouldn't feel guilty for remembering.
The past made you who you are.
You need to remember.
It's a requirement.

You always ask me what I see in you. I hate answering that more than anything else in the world. I just wish you could see that you aren't nothing. Because when I look at you with my own eyes, I see nothing but pure beauty.

If two hearts are meant to be friends, no matter how long it takes, how far they go, how tough it seems, fate will bring them together to share friendship forever.

The scary thing is, I'll always be thought of as the friend, and never the girl.

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But I guess it came as a surprise to him, since the next thing I knew he'd pulled me into his arms and was kissing me all over again. And it was like the world, which had, for the past few weeks, been off its axis, suddenly righted itself. I was in his arms, and he was kissing me, and everything was fine. More than fine. Everything was perfect, because he loved me.

I can't eat anything without shoving my hands down my throat. And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup, with my blinding eyes. Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time?

I wish people didn't have to die to show us the importance of living.

I'm breaking all the angles. I'm falling down in circles. I am gasping for sleep. Did you see me falling? Like a sundown in the evening. I am so dark and weak.

As badly as I want to be with you, a part of me that knows that if it's not happening, then maybe it's just not meant to be.

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I'm just living my life and being the best version of a woman I can be. I'm not always going to please everyone. At the end of the day, the only person I should be answering to is myself. You have to speak your mind. Don't let anyone talk you out of being you.

Does a hero know she's a hero if no one tells her? Do you know a hero no one else knows? A hero doesn't have to save a busload of kids from certain disaster. Or score the winning point in the big game. A hero can be anyone who inspires you, anyone you look up to, anyone who cheers you on, makes you better than you were before ; just as they made themselves better than they were before. Do you know a hero? Tell her. Then tell everyone.

I love you. I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. I can tell you absolutely everything, and I know you will listen. And you're one of my best friends, but I'll keep all of this to myself because I love you and because you don't feel the same way. I wish that I could make you love me, but I can't. That's why these words will be forever lost in my memories and never to be spoken aloud. I love you.

It really kind of sucked to be close to someone for so long and then suddenly not be anything anymore. It felt good talking to him again.

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.

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The hardest part about growing up is letting go of what you were used to, and moving on with something you're not.

No, I'm not the girl that's going to leave a million quotes saying I'm faking this smile, because I'm not. No, I'm not the one that's going to say without you I'm nothing, because I'm not. I'm that girl that will be waiting for you because even if she's not heartbroken because you are not with her, she still loves you. She just doesn't worry because she knows that eventually she will be the one in your arms.

I just want someone who'll always be next to me, by my side, because they want to, not because they feel that they're obligated to be. Does that make sense?

She never even knew she had a choice. And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't.
- Keith Urban

So here's to loving him while he's loving her.

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If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. if you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.

I want someone to care so much even though I say that I don't I push people away who start to love me because I know if they stopped loving me, it would kill me.

I wondered, when you lost somebody, how long would it be before the feeling of him against you faded?

What do you do when he stops loving you?
Well, you cry a little...
Then you wait for the sun to come up...
It always does.
-The Sound Of Music

Being over everything doesn't mean that you can forget and that the memories are gone. It doesn't mean that your existence didn't change me and your disappearance didn't destroy me.

Waterfront_by_32tsunami

Some people live for love and some people live for fame. But me? No see, I live for my own happiness. So if that doesn't cut it for you, well then I guess that' too bad.

People have scars in all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and even though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance, and we pretend not to care about each other, it's all a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to. And once we've chosen those people we intend to stay close no matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping.

People talk all the time about how they want everything to slow down:; they want the world to stop spinning. But what happens when your world stops revolving at all? You'll rarely hear someone say they want the world to go faster; that they're buckled in and ready for the ride. You'll rarely hear someone say that they're ready for life and that no matter what happens, they won't slow down. Truth is, we're addicted to the constant motion. And when all the movement stops? So do you.

water_by_tomsawyer80

The boy of every girl's dream sees past the flaws and imperfections. Past the mistakes and the tears; and still finds a way to love her.

Don't let big things go by unnoticed. Acknowledge the issue, and take care of it before it gets worse.

Don't be afraid of death, be afraid of an unlived life. You don't have to live forever, you just have to live.

Sometimes, I still stare at you, amazed and absolutely enchanted. Even though I've held your gaze a thousand times, when you turn to me and give me that silly grin, you still make me blush.

You showed me how it feels to have the sky within my reach.

vortex__gateway_into_another_by_szym

when i was upset, you were the only one i wanted to be next to

You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life altering? Is it four years, like high school? Or one year, gone on a rock tour? Can your life change in a month or a week or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour can change everything.
-One Tree Hill

She's been hurt many times before this. You'd think it would be routine by now. You'd think she wouldn't let it get to her. But the truth is, she trusted you.

it kills me to finally know that after all that, after everything that happened you can just walk away, forgetting it all

trust me when i tell you that i never want to be without you.

Venom_by_Lady_Dementia

In this empty world you wait for someone to save you. And when you find that person, you depend on them because they understand you completely and loves you regardless. But when that person leaves, you're left empty, lost, and can only hate yourself; blaming yourself for them being gone.

She's completely unexplainable. You think she's a good girl, but when you get to know her, she's everything. She's crazy. She's funny. She's honest. And you'll never know what she will do next.

You don't have to prove how strong you are to earn respect. You don't have to show how brave you are to be admired. You don't have to be perfect to be loved. You need only be yourself.

I have come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one maybe, but he's not mine. I don't need to do things to make him love me again. If he wanted to, he would.

When you like someone, you like them in spite of their faults. When you love someone, you love them with their faults.

The_Wheel_of_the_Next_Life_by_autumnmeetswinter

I got over that hurdle. I jumped like my life depended on it, and I cleared it. I never thought I would be able to get over you, but look at that. I have, and I'm not going to crumble without you.

The stars above remind me that there is more out there, that maybe this town has done its job in watching me as I grow up. But maybe it's time for me to move on, to get out and experience what else this life holds.

True love. you know... when you're old and you're wrinkly and you're sitting there gumming your food and your husband looks at you, and even though he doesn't see you very well anymore, he can see in your eyes the whole world: the future, the past, everything that was good and even things that were bad, and he can still say, 'there is my queen and what a privilege it had been to love her.'

Don't try to make life a mathematics problem with yourself in the center and everything coming out equal. When you are good, bad things can still happen. and if you are bad, you can still be lucky.
- The Poisonwood Bible

It's possible to forget how alive we really are. We can become dry and tired, just existing, instead of really living. We need to remind ourselves of the juice of life, and make that a habit. Find those places inside that jump for joy, and do things that bring out your best, most magic self.

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he's got a smile I fell in love with and the arms I wanna be held in forever

Honestly you were the one who made me believe in myself.

somewhere a million miles away the boy I once loved was on his road and I was stuck back on mine.

girls aren't complicated. i mean, come on, how hard is it to say "you're pretty" and give us chocolate?

first loves are never really over. nobody's perfect; but that doesn't mean it wasn't worth your while

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If they can put man on the moon, why not put all of them up there?

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds and baby the way you make my world go around

her smile was fake her laugh covered up tears it was all too much for her to take she always acted like nothing was wrong even when she hated being alone

just have some faith in what you see you're right where you want to be.

Simply because you hear doesn't mean you listen. Simply because you look doesn't mean you see. Simply because you touch doesn't mean you feel. Simply because you know doesn't mean you understand.

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hey boy, before you go making promises, learn the definition of love.

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons and maybe we'll never know most of them but even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there, we can still do things and we can try to feel okay about them.

i've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.

I just want the perfect guy for me, who thinks im the perfect girl for him.

sometimes there are no time out, no second chances. sometimes it's now or never.

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I'm the girl who loves you inside and out. Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out. I love no other way.

maybe I like him
maybe my heart is beating for his
maybe i'm falling for him
maybe I can take a chance
maybe whenever i'm with him I feel better
maybe he could always make me smile
maybe I think of him during ever love song
maybe my life would work out
but hey, it's just a maybe

Relationships fall apart, friendships end, hearts break, but the love doesn't die.

i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a boy who still around the morning after.

She has future plans and dreams at night when they tell her life is hard she says that's alright.

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I almost believed you were a decent guy somebody who could care about me but you know what i've already been lied to before and it almost killed me

When you have been with someone for so long, they become the glove compartment map you have worn down and folded over, the trail you recognize so well you could draw it by heart. And yet, when you least expect it, one day you open your eyes and there is an unfamiliar turn off that wasn't there before, and you have to stop and wonder if maybe this landmark isn't new at all, but rather something you have missed all along.

I want a reaction. I want you to do something about this. I'm tired of wondering if you feel the same way. I just wish I could tell you how I feel to either send the ball in motion, or end it all right here.

And nobody knows that I still fall asleep thinking about you.

And even though we're not "together" anymore I will never forget the times we spent together, and the memories we will always share.

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There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone; not because that person started hating us..but because we finally realized that they would be happier if we let them go.

sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.

Dusk, I realized then, is just an illusion, because the sun is either above the horizon or below it. And, that means that day and night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time. How would it feel, I remember wondering, to be always together, yet forever apart.

it's funny to watch them. they say they're not in love. but they have such chemistry. it's only a matter of time until they realize that they belong together.

You're 16; not married. So go with the flow. laugh lots. use manners. try something new. just kiss him already. trust your feelings. spend your cash. introduce yourself. take a chance. study hard. seek happiness. regret nothing. don't laugh at peoples dreams. wish. challenge yourself. take pictures. appreciate the memories. dance in your underwear. don't gossip. learn from the past. dress up. then take your clothes off. realize that people change.

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every single person has atleast one secret that would break your heart. if we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world

like a hot shower in the middle of winter or an unexpected letter your every kind of smile to me

The best blush to use is laughter it puts roses in your cheeks and in your soul.

I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in. I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, but that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key as hard and far as I could. Love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and changed my mind. Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand, and proved to me that I was wrong. Inside your palm was the key to my heart. You had it all along.

now the sky is turning blue, the stars disappear one by one as the daylight is near. and yes, you're in my head, but that doesn't make you here.

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i know a boy. he puts the color inside my world.

Everything that is done in the world, is done by hope.
--Martin Luther King Jr.

believe nothing you hear half of what you see and everything you feel.

I just wanted to say thank you; you're the only reason I've smiled in days.

so if i stumble, if i fall forgive me, i'm just learning as i go along

Ol___Glory_by_Jaude

it is impossible to keep your heart from attatching to someone. even one single person, they'll come into your life and take you away.

I would have given you all of my heart but there's someone who's torn it apart and he's taken just all that I had but if you want, I'll try to love again. Baby I'll try to love again.

you were given this life because you're strong enough to live it.

Those nights when you can't sleep, it might be because you're awake in someone else's dreams.

The more you get to know a person, the more attractive they become to you. Because everything beautiful you see on the inside of them, suddenly you're able to see on the outside of them too.

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To get up in the morning only to know that you'll have to face another obstacle takes strength. To smile when the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery. To act happy and laugh when you know that times are at their worst takes courage. To be joyous when the only good news is the best of the bad news takes support. To be there and help others through the roughest times in life takes love..

I want to live life with positive people who keep me positive. I believe in forgetting and not holding onto grudges. I believe that everybody needs love, even to those who may seem they don't need it, may need it most. I plan on moving to the next level. I want to give rather than take. I myself, am not the person I want to be, but I plan on becoming and living how I strongly believe is right. By the way, I plan on success.

You can't change the way you feel but you can't tell me this isn't real.

I try so hard to fight it. But the tears, they always come. I'm so scared of falling. Cause once I do, it's fight after fight to get back up. It could take days, months, years, even. and I don't know if I have that kind of strength anymore. Please don't let me fall.

My eyes can't believe what they have seen in the corner of your room you've stockpiled millions of my memories.

Porcelain_by_TheTragicTruth_Of_Me

you should never regret anythinq becuase every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end.

i'm addicted to the horrible pain of wanting someone so unattainable.

Why is it that when I feel like I'm almost completely over you...something happens that makes all my feelings come rushing back?

let's be crazy and act stupid, but just promise me that we'll always do it together.

There are three kinds of love: Love, you get over in two months. Big love, you get over in two years. Great love, changes your life.

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If you really had the chance of being his girlfriend, would you? To tell you the truth, I wouldn't. I couldn't risk the fact that I might lose everything we already had.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

one of the worst feelings in the world, is waking up the morning after he broke up with you, thinking everything is still amazing and then remembering; that it's not.

It's crazy how we always end up where we're meant to, how even the most ironic situations eventually teach you something you'd never dreamed you were going to learn.

There are two great days in a person's life; the day they're born and the day they figure out why.

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She's classy unlike all the other girls. She knows herself, and she knows she's not perfect, but she spends her time having fun and doing the best she can with what she's got.

We used to be able to talk about everything, but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me, just like you're not there every single time I need you. The truth is what it is, and that is I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now. You're just another face in the crowd.

She loves him. The problem : She won't let him in. She has built this complex walls around her heart for so many years now that it`s too exhausting for him to try to break them down. She's been hurt so badly in the past that she won't let him in that easily. He'll have to work for it..but if he does, and he gets in ; he'll be surprised at how amazing she really is and how much she has been put through in her life and still be a strong person.

This is where, if I had a dick, I'd tell you to suck it.

"I'm the type who'd be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn't going to. I'm the type who'd like to sit home and watch every party that I'm invited to on a monitor in my bedroom. "
-Andy Warhol

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i want to be the lyrics that get stuck in your head all day and you can't help but just yelling and singing them out loud out of key and out of beat.

maybe he's doing the same thing as me. maybe he wants so bad to call me; but won't, because i haven't called him. but then again, maybe i shouldn't fill myself up with false hope that he might be missing me; as much as i am missing him.

do you think the reason we fight so much is because we can't face the fact that we might still be in love?

i can't forget how we used to be. our life from day to day. hoping maybe you'll come back and though i tell myself not to move on but it seems i can't.

i want watch a scary movie with him ;; just so he'd hold me whenever i'm scared.

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she's in there for hours... blow-dryer on high; red lipstick stains on the bathroom floor; curling irons, straighteners; eyeliner, blush, mascara; concealers and whiteners but it's never enough.

life is like a million pictures in a photo album, you can remember it; but you can never recapture it

Things don't go wrong and break your heart so that you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up, so that you can be all that you were intended to be.

So, let's lie in the grass and stare at the stars. Live through the moment, and figure out who we are.

I want to be the girl in the picture on his dresser. I want mine to be the window he wishes he could throw rocks at. I want my fingers to be the ones he dreams about lacing his through. I want to be free of wanting this, but only if it means I don't have to want it anymore because it's mine.

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Cause I'm fighting like hell for you, and I don't plan on giving up. All I want is for me and you to be the way we were.

it's funny how the people that hurt you the most are the ones who said they never would.

hugging is healthy. it helps the immune system, cures depression, reduces stress, and induces sleep. it's invigorating, rejuevenating and has no unpleasant side effects. it's nothing less than a miracle drug. hugging is all natural. it's organic, naturally sweet, has no artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly and is 100% wholesome. hugging is the ideal gift. great for any occasion, fun to give and recieve, shows you care, comes with it's own wrapping paper and, of course, is fully returnable.

There she was, lost in the darkness, buried, entombed, walled in. Anyone who could have seen her in that state, after having seen her laugh and dance in the sunshine, would have shuddered. Cold like night, cold like death, not a breath of air any longer in her hair, no longer a human voice to hear, not a ray of light to see, broken in two she was..

maybe one day you'll reach back in your file, pull out that old memory and think of me and smile..

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You know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Cause you are, and that pain you feel, its life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

It's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at the line for the rest of your life.

Only enemies speak the truth. Friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in a web of duty.

i must be a pretty good liar for you to honestly think that everything's alright.

that midnight kiss was what I wished for, but hugging my best friend was what I got. To tell you the truth, I wouldn't have traded that for the world.

it hurts to realize that the people you thought you'd love forever don't love you as much as you thought they did and they can do without you as if they never knew you at all

You forgot that kisses mean something and second glances come more often than second chances and forgiveness is far from surfacing here cause love is not a game we play its a death wish caused by a sense of loneliness.

they were laying together, he was behind her, holding her tightly he kissed her and said, "this is what i want to see in thirty years. just us."

A broken heart heals. It just heals funny. You know... You more or less walk with a limp.

she's tired of all those little games, passing notes during math class and flirting during lunch breaks. she just wants him to love her. she knows love isn't a game, and unlike some carnival, she can't win his affection.

How come everyone else supposedly sees beauty in me, but he can't?

the difference between physical attraction and love is the ability to see the same person at their best and at their worst and still desire them without one false step.

Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you're pretty, sexy, and taking your time deciding how you want your life to be and who you want to spend it with.

it's a strange thing we do..fall in love.. knowing that if that person we loved ever left us.. it would destroy us completely.

Oh, I laughed kinda nervous. I felt you move closer and felt the world unwind. Once was a stranger, not quite a lover, But steadily crossing the line.

you think you're strong? because you can get every guy you want and yet, i have only one boyfriend? because you can wear a white t-shirt and still look gorgeous in it, and thats all i ever wear and look uglier then you ever could? well sure you can get all the guys, but you never end up having a real relationship with any of them. and yeah, you could look gorgeous in just about anything. but i have my one boyfriend that i love and he loves me and we won't toss each other in a week. and he thinks i look gorgeous in a white tee and that's all that counts to me. now that's real strength.

when i look into your eyes, i'm not sure friendship is all i see.

the most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. it takes up a lot of your time. what do you get at the end of it? a death. what's that, a bonus? i think the life cycle is all backwards. you should die first, get it out of the way. then you live in an old age home. you get kicked out when you're too young. you get a gold watch and you go to work. you work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy retirement. you drink, you party, you get ready for highschool. you go to elementary school:; you become a kid, you play and have no responsibilities. you become a baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating, then you finish off as an orgasm.

She's stronger than them; she suffers inside, yet still has the power to keep everyone else around her perfectly happy. They'd never even know the torture she endures everyday.

even shakespeare couldn't describe how she felt every time their eyes met.


Saturday, June 02, 2007

The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.

When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives--for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow may be profound, the clouds will clear, and then sun will shine on us again. And in that warm, bright light, we will find ourselves facing a glorious future. A future of exciting challenges and infinite possibilities, in which the horizon will stretch out before us, trimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow.
--The Prince and Me

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night thinking you might call me, if your dreams don't turn out right. And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishing you were next to me, with your head against my heart. If you asked me how I'm doing, I'd say just fine, but the truth is, if you could read my mind not a day goes by that I don't think of you.

Love + attachment = pain

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I want to run with reckless emotion, find out if love is the size of the ocean. And even if I crash and burn, at least I know what it feels like to be alive.

I hate him but I love him. I hate him because he isn't the man he used to be. I love him because he's made me the woman I am today.

Hello there stranger. Do you remember when we used to love each other?

Finally I have found a place into which I fit perfectly, safely and securely with no doubts, no fears, no sadness, and no tears. This place is filled with happiness and laughter, yet it is spacious enough to allow me the freedom to move around, to live my life and to be myself. This wonderful place, which I never believed really existed, I have found finally, in your arms, in your heart, in your love.

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I guess I'll play second best, to a world that will never care about you. When will you understand to them you're just another pretty face?

Happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have.

So I say a thousand stupid things, and half the time I never mean them but this time I'm serious. I'm never going to talk to you first. So if I mean anything, anything at all to you, then you can talk to me because I give up.

Well, it's all so over-rated, not saying how you feel. So you end up watching chances fade and wondering what's real.

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Well excuse me while I die softly go on talking about your new life I'm still listening to it all it has everything except me and you.

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage; because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

It's not that easy to change who you are. But it's a lot easier when people help you try.

Take off your headphones and stop day-dreaming of a brighter day. This is reality. Not another one of your dreams. The life you once wanted was a lie. You were lying to yourself. Open your eyes. Don’t waste another breath. Nothing is ever how we dream it.

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I love how you quietly lie to yourself as your whole world is falling apart.

Is it possible maybe to have a love so strong that nothing could ever compare.

I wish I could have one more chance with you. I've never felt so close with someone before. I guess I need you more than I thought.

Don't ignore me, don't act like we're strangers; I know you love her now and you know I hate her, but don't pretend the love we had wasn't real. That hurts, baby, that wasn't part of the deal. We're not together anymore, but we are in my heart. When you look at me like everyone else, it completely tears me apart.

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There is always going to be that one person you wish you could be with, even after knowing, that person doesn't want to be with you.

I’m just saying, you can't know who the person is. the person who will become your ultimate confidant, your soulmate, your lover. he may be the guy you've had your eye on for years, or he might be the guy next to you in torn jeans buying some parts for his motorcycle. whoever he is, he starts off at a stranger, so he could be anyone.

yes, I have been pre-occupied and it has made my mind wander, but my heart.. that's a fixed point. my heart never left you.

I finally understood what true love really meant. Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be. But doing the right thing wasn't easy. These days, I lead my life feeling that something is missing, that I somehow need to make my love complete. I know that my feeling about him will never change and I know I will always wonder about the choice I made. And sometimes, despite myself, I wonder if he feels the same way.

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the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone, who you once had the time of your life with

I held him close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect and knowing at the same time that it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be.

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together.

close your eyes and make a wish, tell me you wont regret this, i love you so much, please stay close, your the one that i love the most, your my life, my world, my joy. you know your my number one boy..your the one thats always there, the one who always cares, i am so glad i found you , without you i dont know what i would do. you make me smile you make me laugh, i hope that this really does last. your all i have ever wanted and more, your part of me, your in my heart, i'm forever yours.

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On the outside, you know you're not that same naive kid anymore. You've been through too much lately, but deep down, at your core, there will always be a part of you that rejects reality, that is eternally hopeful.

He's right, I'm afraid. There's a part of me that wants to let him in but then i feel myself pull up this wall and I don't understand why. Maybe that's what strikes me most about him, that despite everything he's suffered, he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way. I've never known that kind of faith. It makes me so sad that people who have lost everything can still be open to love, while I, who's lost nothing, can not.

There hasn't been one day since you left where I haven't fought the urge to put you back in my life.

love isn't a decision, it's a feeling. if we could decide who we would love, it would be much simpler, but less magical.

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You need to go this time. You need to see for yourself. I can sit here and tell you that it's a colossal mistake, that all roads lead back to me, but it doesn't matter. Words, speeches-- they sound great, but they don't add up to anything. All that matters right now is what you want.

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.

I felt comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn't have to be perfect. I didn't even have to try for perfect. You already knew my secrets, and things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal; but it was.

I've never felt like this before, I'm overwhelmed by an unbelievebly amount of hatred for him, yet, I couldn't be more in love. It's like I want to throw him out into traffic then risk my life to save him.

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When you look for the best in others, you bring out the best in yourself.

Just remember, when life knocks you down on your knees... you're in the perfect position to pray.

At the end of the day, after doing all these things, there's an empty space. There's going to be something you ache for. The key is to find something you have a passion for, something you can live for every day of your life, and stay with it. To fulfill yourself, you must fulfill your purpose.

You're one of those people I'll never forget. You were one of those people I would have kept.

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Remember all of the good times and all of the special people that were with you during them. Let go of the past, but don't forget it cause there are a great many things that can be learned from what you have been through. and most importantly: follow your heart, stand up for what you believe in, and take your own path, always do what YOU want to do.

Be real, be true, and you will always be the most beautiful girl in the world.

I can't be with someone who has doubts, no matter how small they are. I need someone who wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them. I don't want just part of your heart. I want all of it, and you can't promise me that.

nobody noticed. it was like i never left. i guess that's the upside of not being there in the first place. no one misses you when you're gone.

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It's okay. I mean, no, obviously it's not okay, but it's how it is. We've had the chance to say a lot of things for a long time now, haven't we? It's not okay, but we're going to have to be okay with that.

Don't deprive anyone from hope. It may be all that they have.

he was tall, and she was short. he was loud, and she was quiet. he was smart, but man she was brilliant. they were different in many ways, but it was how they came together when no one was looking that caught the two of them off guard.

don't judge people by how they act when they know people are watching. judge them by how they act when they think people aren't.

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do you ever feel like your working so hard for something that is just out of reach? its like one of those you shoot and miss kinda of deals. it seems as if no matter what, you just can't and won't have it. with some people they fight even harder and want it way more. but with me, it makes me feel more apprehensive and insecure than ever. i guess thats why i just give up without a fight everytime we try.

Even when I scream and fight, even when I swear I don't love you, just hold on tight. And when the darkness falls over like a storm cloud in my head, something inside says it's easier to push you away, but stay; hold on love.

such a young girl.. she would never do anything bad. yeah, well, that's at least what all of her friends think. but that boy knows a completely different side of her.

The roses were beautiful and that expensive dinner you took me to was delicious. You looked amazing all dressed up for our fancy date. But do you want to know what my favorite part of the night was? Falling asleep cuddled on the couch under all the blankets, your top button undone, my head resting on your chest ; so comfortable.

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Everyone says love hurts. When actually love doesn't hurt. Love didn't leave you for some other girl, it didn't cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once and start blaming the jerk that treated you horribly and gave you up.

don't be polite, just be real. i want to know how you feel, i want to find out who you are.

I will always love you, because you loved me when I didn't love anyone, when I didn't love myself and you saw me when I was invisible, and you were my color in a world of black and white, and you were my light in the dark, you were and still are... my everything.

The best feeling in the world is knowing someone is missing your smile.

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We become attached to what's familiar, and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us.

I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me. And maybe I'm just scared to face the things I feel. It's just easier to walk away from everything.

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were, and wonder what is to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what we would be. Other days - New days - Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older, we just had to forgive ourselves - For growing up ..

it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when I'm dreaming
so, i hold my breath to forget.

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and every one of our attempted conversations, ends with me in your arms and our lips pressed together, every one of our attempts at being friendly, ends with us realizing that we can't be just friends.

some days i cant stop thinking about you; and others i cant see why i waste my time.

it is impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me.

You can't tell someone that you'll be there and then walk away like you don't care. I'm not saying this cause I'm mad, I just want you to understand. One day, it's gonna catch up with you.

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Monday, May 21, 2007

I'm not a jealous person. It's just that whenever any girl gives you a second look, it kills me to think that you might give them a chance to get to know just how amazing you are.

there is someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day's like the last. She misses what she cant forget. Its just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key. So no one enters, but no one leaves.

Let's talk for hours. No one has to know. Your voice smoothes my tension in the most striking pose. Your over exaggeration is welcome here. It's my favorite song playing on and on. We only have to spend one night together because it will stay forever, like of the scrapbooks when we were young. A stellar caption in each other's grasps. Let's watch the sunset replay for hours... No one has to know.

can't you see it? she likes you, more than you could imagine. it's in her eyes. it's in her voice. it's in her smile. she's so different when you're around, so much happier. you're the one for her, but you don't see that, do you?

looking back on what i said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. the important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
- One Tree Hill

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happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have.

I hope you know by now that when I say "I’m fine" I never mean it

Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want. You're so very special. I wish I was special.

there are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at crossroads. the choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. but once in a while, people push on to something better. something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. and it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. the person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith, and belief. and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

You're the kind of guy who makes me throw my head back and let out a real laugh, because when I'm with you, nothing else matters.

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she has the stars in her pocket,
and the moon on a string.

I'd give you my heart but broken things aren't pretty.

she's got this subtle beauty; where she knows what you're thinking but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out

You think I look the best when my hair is a mess. I can't believe you exist, but I could get used to this.

if you love me ;; just tell me.

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opening yourself up, even if it means your heart and soul are crushed. that's what makes you stronger. that's what gives you the power to move on, put the past behind you. to get out there, and get your heart stomped on all over again.

you would think she's a movie star... because of the way he looks at her

i remember the day i fell for you, literally off my chair. seems just like yesterday, and baby, ive been in love ever since.

It's like a routine. I fall for you on Monday. I like you from Tuesday to Thursday. You make me mad on Friday. I think I'm over you over the weekend. But the second I see you on Monday morning, I fall for you again and again...

Things are changing, what should we think? My feelings are strong, but my heart is weak.

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Sometimes you just need someone to look forward to seeing you everyday.

He'd never tell you, that he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is "My God, he's beautiful"
so I put on my makeup and pray for a miracle.

missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you've talked .. it's the very moment when you're doing something .. and you wish that they were right there with you.

I heard that you aren't mad at me, we just don't talk. Everyone says that we've just went our separate ways. and all I can say to that is I hope our separate ways intersect again one day.

I spend too much time thinking about things that will never happen and dressing up for the boy that will never care.

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you're stuck in my heart; like a song in my head.

You have no idea what you do to me. You make me feel more emotions in one minute than I usually do in a year.

Lets get out of this country.. I admit that I am bored with me. I drowned my sorrows, and slept around. When not in body, at least in mind. We'll find a cathedral city, and you can convince me that I'm pretty.

find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest.

a good friend will comfort you when he rejects you, but a best friend will go up to him and say, "it's because you're gay, isn't it?"

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a day without a friend is like a pot without a single drop of honey in it.
-Pooh

It's okay that you're with her. I want you to know that it's okay I'm happy for both of you and maybe that doesn't mean anything to you but it means a lot to me, it means that for the first time, I'm not selfish, I have put someone else's happiness, your happiness, above my own.

You want to know what makes me love you more than I loved him? It’s because when he got me, I was perfectly unused. I was fearless, and a hopeless romantic. When you got me I was bruised and battered. I was afraid of the world and cynical about love. And yet, you didn't leave.

she's all he thinks about. her name in his away messages. she's the girl he always wanted, she's the girl I've always tried to be.

People said I've changed so much. Well here's the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around. I learned that you can't always be happy.

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Here's the thing about having a relationship: you can never look for it. Its like when you lose your keys, if you look for them, you'll never find them. You just have to wait for them to pop up under the couch or something. So I'm playing it as patient as I can. I'm not going to rush into having a relationship just cause I'm lonely sometimes. I'm waiting for the right person.

See, that's the thing about second chances. It's two people that are there for each other and support each other and care about each other no matter how much they want to deny it. It's about one person doing everything they can to make sure the other doesn't fall and vice-versa. Second chances are about holding on to that other person's hand no matter how hard they beg to let go.

Do you ever wonder? I mean, about us. What happened? It was almost as if our relationship was a piece of paper, crumpled up and thrown away. Forgotten. What might have happened if we didn't crumple it up and throw it away? Maybe we would still be together. Maybe not. Or maybe secretly we haven't thrown it away yet. We're saving it because we're hoping maybe someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe its not even that we want it back. Maybe it's just that we don't want to lose what we had, but at the same time, we already know it's lost. I wonder that a lot, and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.

I hear you say it's not the same i'm sorry it's just something I just can't explain. So shut your mouth and hold me close we know it's better than being alone I don't mind killing time as long as I can't see it in your eyes.

we cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. we want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. we want someone to explain the things we can't. we love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple, and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. to not know the next step, where you're headed, kills. being unsure isn't in our plans. but it's those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future that assures us life is larger than we know..

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it`s not our abilities that show what we truly are, it`s our choices

the weirdest thing of all is that it feels so right. I suppose it's true what they say, you never know it's right until it is, although I'm really scared of saying that out loud just incase he turns out to be wrong, but somehow I don't think he will.

there's that one moment, the one moment when you've figured out how much you've really let go. how much you've grown. it takes you back a step and makes you think. it's that moment when you can't look back, yet you can't seem to look too far into the future. it's that moment when you realize you're living for yourself and no one else.

you deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
somebody who doesn't complicate your life.
somebody who won't hurt you.

lets not fool ourselves.. emotions.. all of them.. are uncontrolable, you can't keep yourself from crying, just like you can't stop yourself from falling in love. and you can't stop someone from falling out of love.. it happens, it occurs and it sucks.

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I want to be there for you. I do, but I can't do this anymore. I can't keep being your second choice, not when you're my first.

opening yourself up, even if it means your heart and soul are crushed. that's what makes you stronger. that's what gives you the power to move on, put the past behind you. to get out there, and get your heart stomped on all over again.

Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter I wanted to throw it up and give it to you Just to give you a reminder of how it feels to destroy someone's holiday. Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died. Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores. I just wanted to rip my eyes out.

forget about perfect i was trying not to be worthless.

Maybe she's not the most beautiful girl in the world, and maybe she's not the brightest crayon in the box. but she's real, without even trying. and that right there, is natural beauty.

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again.
- quotes_u_love


Saturday, April 21, 2007

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40 quotes and however many pictures I posted.

A photo can say a thousand things, but it can't say the million things I want to say. A photo can capture the way we were, but it can't capture the way we are.

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I was crying and screaming and trying to push you away but you just held onto me tighter. And for the first time in my life, I knew what it felt like to have somebody care.

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Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

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It is scary to be in love for a second time. You don't want this one to end how the first one did.

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Best friends never tell each other they are best friends. They just know.

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Love is a behavior; not a feeling. It's the way somebody treats you everyday, all day. Not just when their life is going well.

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A very simple concept is that pain is the body's way of letting it know something's wrong. If we couldn't feel pain, our hand could burn to a crisp and we'd never know. So, pain is a good thing. It lets us know that something needs to change, or we'll keep hurting.

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When you're sixteen, bruises heal easily. Some of them, anyway. But that night, I felt pain I knew wasn't going away.

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We can bomb the world into pieces, but we can't bomb the world into peace.

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I tried to tell you before you left, but I was screaming under my breath; You are the only thing that makes sense, just ignore all the present tense.

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I hate to ruin this, because we both know that it's almost flawless, but those beautiful nights don't last forever, and a beautiful world will just never exist

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Just because you're beautiful doesn't mean you don't do ugly things. Just because you're not pretty doesn't mean you don't have the beauty of a flower. Just because you're loud doesn't mean you hate silences. Just because you're quiet doesn't mean you have nothing to say. Just because people see you happy all the time doesn't mean you never cry yourself to sleep. Just because you are unhappy doesn't mean you can never be happy again. Just because you think it'll never happen, it just might.

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In love, we all take risks. We all fall down. But you should never be scared to go a little further or a little crazier because in the end, the sweetest love is the one that made you lose control.

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There are just those times when you give me that look and no one else may see it, but when you look at me that way, my heart just melts, and I know you're the one.

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You have beautiful, beautiful eyes so bright and alive and enchanting. I want to be with you all the time.

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Untie all the strings between your heart and mine, but do it real slow, so I don't have to lose you all at one time.

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Your faith in yourself is all you will ever have. Don't let anyone take it away from you, ever.
-Holly Marie Combs

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True friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence, a time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny, and a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.

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sometimes forgetting is easier on the heart.

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We're all lonely for something we don't know we're looking for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around, feeling like missing somebody we've never met?

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To tell you the truth, when I hear your name in someone else's conversation, I can't help but to look there way and think of everything we used to have.

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At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.

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Yeah, but that's just it. I mean, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. You know? The nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach queasy.

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It's been said that there's one word that will free us from the weight and the pain of life. And that word is love. And I believe that. That doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard, or that it won't be. It just means that I've found a stillness and a bravery in myself when I'm with you. You make me brave and I will love you until the end of time. This I vow to you today.

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I remember every night sitting by the runway side. I remember waiting for a reason to say goodbye.

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Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs and the burning in your legs. And the voice inside you that screams can't. But you don't listen, you push harder; and then you hear the voice inside you whisper can. And then you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.

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Don't wait around for other people to be happy for you. Any happiness you get, you've got to make yourself.

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I also wanted to remind you that, even though sometimes my emotions, particularly jealousy, sometimes get the best of me, I still hear you. No matter how much we yell, or no matter how quiet you are..I hear you.

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when life pulls you down that's when you try even harder to keep yourself up, and if your pulled down you'll know you can never give up

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Sometimes it seems like love is just a fancy word for compromise. You've got to read between the years; you've got to write between the lines. You've got to try to understand the grandness of the man behind the petty crimes and let him off easy sometimes.

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